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It really seems like sometimes my life doesnt like to work for me I mean there are things right now in my life that I should deal with cause I am a normal tennager and then other things I shouldnt have to deal with casue I should get to have a normal teenage hood like most other people. Some of the things working against me right now are
1.Family
2. Friends abondoning me
3. Peer Pressure
4. A way too full Life
There are good things of course in my life right now I mean I am not a totally Emo person. I think I can list alot of them out lets see:
1.ERIC!!!!!!!!
2.ERIC!!!!!!!!!
3.Waterpolo
4.ERIC!!!!!!!
5.ERIC!!!!!!!
I think you get the point it seems to me like the only good thing in my life right now is Eric but I could be wrong I mean we dont have a perfect realtionship and we dont have a horrible one I mean we actually dont really see each other outside of school much cause we are so busy but I think that he is one of the first guys that I have ever fell in love with. I mean Lately there has been peer pressure for the two of us to go further than Hugging and holding hands but the thing that some people dont understand is that we are waiting till he turns 16 casue his parents and mine are both strict and we want them to like the fact the two of us are together not resent it and I think that even though we are having trobule with peer pressure I think that we still like each other a lot and are dealing with it the best we can
I need to get to bed though I have a full weekend that starts at 6 tomorrow morning till next time bye all Love yas